My mom is a midwife since I was still a toddler. She has so many books about pregnancy & other stuffs. She taught me while I was reading them, from fertilization, gestation, labor. Sadly she never let me see the real labor, so I was trying to find it myself when I was elementary. Well, thats what made me deeper into this…
I'm male. I've only ever been interested in other people in that condition. Some weird guys seem to fantasize about themselves that way. I just cannot relate to them. I like it on other people.
but, I'm also in my early 30s. I was a child when Look Who's Talking 1 came out, and I became utterly fascinated with the entire phenomenon. The entire process became a thing of great curiosity to me, but the interest was always there, even before that.
I swear I'm a little more 'feral' than other people. Supposedly humans have a vestigal organ in our noses/brains that we used to use to interpret pheromones. I swear that thing functions with me, because I've been able to tell a lot about people by the way they smell. I do not make a habit of smelling people or whatever, mind you, but I swear I can smell intimate changes on people. How stressed they've been, how well rested they are, how sad or happy they've been… and if pregnant.
Women smell precious and wonderful. Not because of perfumes, shampoos or lip gloss, but just their skin and hair. Pregnant women, immensely moreso. Trying to describe what it does to my body and feelings is like trying to explain colors to the blind, but at times I almost feel like an idle drone if they need something done for them. It's incredibly bizarre to experience. I kind of want to get my vomeronasal region examined and see if perhaps it's functioning in me for some reason, or if it's all in my head.
It's just something I've always done. Even as a kid I was the 'little helper' whenever one walked by, or babysat me, or was a family friend growing her own family.
It's very primal. I've always wanted to either work full time with them as an occupation, or be one of those dads with dozens of kids. But I also have strong feelings against using a profession to creep on women and am too concerned about first/second cousin incestual relationships, polygamy and accidental inbreeding to ever pursue rampantly knocking women up.
One of the memorable books I had growing up was How Your Body Works. Most of the book caught my attention by drawing various parts of the body like a machine.
One part that stood out that was drawn normally with people, was the part showing a woman during pregnancy, leading up to labour and birth. That part stuck with me.
I also vaguely remember seeing briefly on TV and scene where a pregnant woman is in labour at home, and her only help is an older person who is about to phone for help, but suddenly faints, leaving the pregnant in labour on her own. I have no idea what TV programme it was, but that one scene is the earliest memory of seeing a pregnant woman in labour in media.
i remember that I had this weird fascination for babies and the first legit exposure was to the documentary "In the Womb". It was the edited version, but it was still great. Then I, in my dumb early years of liking pregnancy, just search pregnancy on google and looked at the images until iike page 40+. Looking back, I was an absolute madman since I searched them IN FRONT OF MY PARENTS. They were oblivious about it though and I hope it stays that way. I was still alien to the fetish concept since I just thought that I like it. Around that time I had the dream profession of OB/GYN, but that soon faded away as I realized I suck at Biology T_T
Of course, once I got older (2nd/3rd year High School) and have my own computer, I began going deeper. This was probably the time I began the interest in birth too. I remember searching YT for birth videos and googlevids. To satisfy my need of birth pictures, I remember going to bookstores and ripped the plastic of pregnancy book just to read it.
Once I studied abroad in US (4 years ago). I started finding stuff like this site and even began tumblr account since I noticed that there's quite a lot of preg/birth post there. My fetishism grow and adapted to more about the aspects of birth (though pregnancy still turns me on).
Then there was a time of drought of content where there's so many repost and uninteresting pics/vids about preg/birth, so I began writing about one. It grew until I had 24 stories in my DA gallery. This was 2015. Shortly after I found the concept of RP which was fun since I can interact with people with similar taste.
On a side note, I had began not enjoying coming here tbh, mostly because of how crazy the community's "drive" can be. Alien/Animal/Furry/Tentacles/Insects/futa/pedo preg and birth is for me, already crossing the line. There was a second line, which is "preggify" characters that I know and/or love that triggers me the most. For me, making them pregnant ruined the character for me, but that's just me.
There. That's my story.
between the beginning of 6th grade and the end of 8th, every single one of the female teachers I found attractive got pregnant. Of course, they all got pregnant right before the school year started, in an attempt to pop just before next year's summer break. It's 3 months of extra maternity leave if you hit that bullseye. Thusly, They were massively pregnant for the entire spring semester.
watching a woman you subconsiously want to fuck swell up until she's clearly incapable of moving well, all while constantly stroking her body, Sometimes affectionately, sometimes with submissive impatience. Leaves an impression on a kid.
Have two or three more women do the exact same thing and you've got a fetish.